Ah, gotta love ‘em – the post-chemo jitters, which I’m pretty sure are chemo-induced.
I have them for the first several days after every treatment.
They are the worst after the carboplatin/Gemzar cocktail, but the Gemzar by itself sets them off, too.
Since I’m already prone to anxiety (can you say PTSD?), I find this jumpiness extra disconcerting. I find it hard to concentrate on much of anything, especially reading. I’ve been watching a lot of TV, although I have been getting bored with it.
Fortunately, the jitters are fading a bit today, and I think I’ll feel even better tomorrow.
I have one more cycle (i.e., two more treatments) of chemo to go! I’m looking forward to getting back to a normal routine, such as going back to work and attending church more regularly. Of course, I’m also worried about my PTSD reemerging (the other type of post-chemo jitters), but this time I know that this type of reaction is both possible and normal, and I have supports in place to deal with it.
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I hadn't thought about PTSD being associated with cancel treatments. Now that you mention it, this is life-threatening situation just like getting shot or being in an automobile accident. Or is your PTSD due to some other trauma? I am glad you have this blog, Deb. I am learning a lot about cancer and chemo and what it is like to live through it. Thanks for the insight into another side of life. I appreciate your candor and courage.
My PTSD is indeed due to my cancer treatment, including the surgeries and the chemo. Thanks for reading my blog. It is nice to know that I have an audience.
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